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Fell from my heart and landed in my eyes August 25, 2011

Posted by dolorosa12 in fangirl, music, reviews.
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In matters of music, I tend to be so behind trends that I’m left chasing the dust of the bandwagon. And while I’m happy to throw myself with glee towards the latest manufactured pop act, if a singer has indie credentials and favourable reviews in the music press – in short, if he or she is the festival darling du jour – I am skeptical.

Hence it taking me two years to bother listening to Florence + The Machine.

Her very ubiquity turned me off. It was not until one friend made a playlist that included ‘Cosmic Love’, and another gave me the whole Lungs album that I realised what I’d been missing. I was hooked. I listened to the album seven times in a row last night, and then went back and forth replaying the four songs that really sang to me: ‘Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up)’, ‘Drumming Song’, ‘Cosmic Love’ and ‘Blinding’.

I wasn’t at all surprised at the suddenness and depth of my love. My favourite music, the stuff I really cling to and identify with, could all be termed ’emotional, quirkily black-humoured, usually ethereal female vocalists’: the soaring voices of the female guest-vocalists of Massive Attack, The Knife, with their way with dark words that enables them to interweave Vikings, ‘Scandinavian socialism’ and misogyny in one song, and the rich grief and strength of country singers like Lucinda Williams and Emmylou Harris.

The music of Florence + The Machine possesses these qualities in abundance. I’ve seen her described as a kind of musical Angela Carter, and I think the description is very apt. Her songs are a kind of dark fairytale, a metaphorical maze of mirrors and animal imagery. She sings about woman as body laid bare, not just naked but dissected, cut open and reduced to its component parts. And she does it with such compassion, beauty, sorrow, jubilation and power that I’m left feeling like I’ve been run over by a train after listening.

I feel that ’empowering’ is a complicated word and should be used with care, but I know of at least a couple of friends who found Florence’s music to be a source of strength at difficult times in their lives, and I personally found two songs in particular extremely empowering, whatever that word means. They are ‘Cosmic Love’ and ‘Blinding’, and to say that they reflect my own personal experience would be an understatement. You may recall that when I write about music, I tend to look for connections between songs, and in particular identify two songs as being a linked pair in some manner. I feel very strongly that, at least from my perspective, these two Florence songs are a linked pair.

It may be obvious when you listen and look at the lyrics that to me, ‘Cosmic Love’ is about loving someone who is deeply inappropriate and hurtful, while those of ‘Blinding’ are about waking up from that love and walking once again in the daylight and the spring and the sunshine. That’s what they say to me, but I have a particular set of experiences and a tendency to seek the words of others in order to mythologise these experiences and give them voice. I would not be so presumptuous as to declare that that is what the words mean to Florence or to other listeners.

There are so many other words and stories behind these songs. There is addiction (which doesn’t necessarily have to be to a person). There are Russian fairytales. There is Snow White and Persephone (and Florence is by no means the first person to make this connection). There is so much feeling it is almost unbearable, if not for the fact that the feelings being articulated are my own, and they are so perfectly articulated that they give me bravery and strength. They give me a voice.

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1. Nikki - August 25, 2011

❤ This post basically sums up why I love you and think you are amazing. I like the way your head works. 🙂

dolorosa12 - August 26, 2011

Aww, thank you Nikki! That’s such a wonderful thing to say.

Sometimes I wish I could switch off my head for a while because I think like this about every single thing, and it does get a bit exhausting. Blogging helps, though. 😀

2. Katiefoolery - August 26, 2011

I love it when The Drumming Song comes on during my crosstrainer sessions – it takes me away from the frustration of exercise and makes me want to run off and write stories.

dolorosa12 - August 26, 2011

Yeah, it’s such a powerful and fantastic song. I haven’t added any of her stuff to my running playlist first, but I might look into it.

3. Bethan Kemp (@thelxiepia) - August 27, 2011

I knew you’d be a fan. Permission to send you any more music I think you’d like?

dolorosa12 - August 29, 2011

Of course! You’re a very good judge of my musical tastes!

4. Sophie Reindorp - September 7, 2011

Drumming and You Got The Love were always my favourite. Glad you caught up with the band wagon.

dolorosa12 - September 7, 2011

To be fair, I like all the songs, but ‘Cosmic Love’ and ‘Blinding’ are my favourites because they SPEAK TO MY SOUL AND EXPERIENCES and all that melodramatic stuff. I can relate way too much.


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